There is always a period of crucial time per mth that women have to undergo their emotion rollar roster.. And sadly enough that i'm suffering them now.. Felt particularly emotional now.. i dun noe think its purely the act of hormones.. but i hate it.. hate it..
My body wasn't functioning very well recently, haven't really slept well for the past days and i felt really exhausted.. Was in a pretty bad mood this whole day.. my lower body was kinda numb and my head hurts.. I dread the sunlight.. They made me feel terrible.. slept almost the whole day and ate only a few mouthful.. my stomach was hurting like hell and i just feel like dying... I wish to have you by my side but you aren't.. You would prefer to sit down right in front of your computer at home and the only things you said to me is have a good rest... Does those words made me in any way feel better.. NO..NO..NO.. they don't...
We are supposed to go for dinner with kai and co.. but i chose not to go.. i dun have any mood to eat neither did i wan to leave home.. I'm so dead-looking now that if anyone saw me they will be scared out of their life.. You went ahead and i dun blame u.. My emotion is acting up again.. Its 10 p.m now and you all have finished ur dinner.. i guess should be on ur way for Party world.. I have a sudden feel of loneliness in me.. The thought of you having fun out there while i'm at home suffering is terrible.. All i wan is a look from you.. Why can't guys be sensitive?? They aren't and i believed they will never do... Again and again i experieced the same things.. i feel so sick and tired of it..
You made me feel so loved somedays while u made me so sad on others.. You hold me in your arms telling me how much u love me yesterday.. however, in less than 24 hrs time, i feel 180 degrees change in ur attitude.. i dun know wat's guys is up to.. People say gals are unpredictable creatures but i on the other hand think that guys are actually the ones..
Pls dun make me have this feeling again.. I'm so afraid of experiencing loneliness again.. I guess tears would be the one accompanying through my sleep tonight.. i hate them.. But i know you wont know how i'm feeling now.. cos you never ever thought of how i feel..
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